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Even worse, that defensive cynical mistrust will creep into interactions with other patients at least to a small degree forcing all that preemptive stuff in avoidance. We will be on our guard. Experience has taught us that you never know when the next trick will come or from whom.

I’ve sat through forty years of continuing education and pharmacy update sessions, always hearing from lawyers about how many ways I could get sued and lose everything in my life.  This is a regular theme with which all pharmacists are all too familiar. From the abundance of ominous warnings, it is apparent that even in the course of trying my best to do my job in good faith, things could unexpectedly go south at any time, and bring miserable personal ruin.

I have heard story after story of how some unlucky soul was maybe a little over stressed, or tired, or short handed for help, or had bad help, or no help, or for a hundred other reasons something went wrong, and there were real consequences.  Needless to say, it is engrained to my core, from way back,  to respect the liability aspect of what I do.  This is why we do our best to cross every “t” and dot every “i” in the most heavily regulated profession there is.

Along with regular warnings from the establishment, experience has  also engrained first hand lessons.   Experience teaches that liability can be a wild monster that has to be calmed to keep it from eating you alive.  This is especially so when a patient tries to manipulate you and the system by a bogus action meant to extract additional or unauthorized controlled drugs.

I’ve seen every trick in the book.  Sometimes, I feel like I wrote the book.  Maybe I will write the book.  Even so, every single time one of these dramas unfolds, regardless of the players, the details, or what it is they are trying to get this time, or for what underlying reason, there is always that knotted feeling in the pit of my stomach that is there from start to finish.  It’s never pleasant, and it always taints your relationship with that patient, damaging your trust for them always.

I’ve compared notes with countless pharmacists and techs about old tricks, new tricks, and novel approaches to standard tricks.  I’ve dealt with the people pulling the tricks, over and over.  I, along with every other pharmacist alive, have adopted preemptive safety routines such as double and triple counting, special verification marks, two person verification, and on and on. I very well know how it feels when one of those tricks are hurled my way.  I am very aware of what a threat they might be. I am certifiably trained and seasoned in how to respond, disarm, and resolve tricks.

When it happens, that miserable nauseous knot in the pit of my stomach usually appears instantly.  It’s a reflex.   It doesn’t matter that the real truth is obvious, and resolution will come with minimal confrontation, the feeling is still there.  Heck, even when it happens where I work, but to another pharmacist, I have a “sympathy” knot.   These tricks are just that way.

In my older age, when it happens, I imagine turning burning red laser eyes on the trickster and directly asking if they truly think with all my years of seeing tricks, do they really think I am stupid enough to comply with whatever their scheme is, and just hand over whatever it is that they want?  Do they really think I wouldn’t know? Really?  Folks, this is what I do. 

So, here’s the facts from the one that happened last week:  The patient has a diagnosis of cancer.  The patient has been regularly using opiates for pain.  The patient is under the care of a pain management clinic.  The patient had earlier asked the prescriber for a stronger prescription because the one they had was not working, but it was still several days early for a new fill.  The prescriber agreed to give a new prescription, but the patient had to bring the  balance of the medication that was not working, back to the pharmacy for destruction before the new prescription could be issued.  The new prescription was special ordered for the patient as the pharmacy had no one else on that drug.  When the patient brought the balance of the old script in, they stated they had covered the pills in the bottle with water to aid in the destruction process.  The bottle was about three fourths full of a white milky liquid that was about the consistency of lotion with a few random white solids. Though skeptical, the pharmacist accepted this and dispensed the new prescription.  The prescriber required that the patient would bring the bottle in on specific dates for pill counts to insure that they were only taking the prescribed doses.  The patient took the bottle to a different pharmacy ten miles away for the count, saying it was too far to drive to have the dispensing pharmacy count it.  The pharmacy that did the count found that the actual medication that was supposed to be in the bottle had  been replaced with an over the counter pain medication.  They confronted the patient and called the prescriber.  At the same time, the patient called the dispensing pharmacist at closing time, and accused them of filling the bottle with the OTC drug.  The prescriber also called the dispensing pharmacist to get to the bottom of it. The patient threatened to bring charges against the dispensing pharmacist, and stated that their spouse works for the local drug task force.  The dispensing pharmacist, pulled the ordering and dispensing inventory information for the drug in question which matched the physical count of what was left in the safe.  The security camera record was pulled for the date and time of dispensing, and it clearly showed the tech walk to the safe, pull a bottle from the spot where this drug is kept, and proceed to count it with the capsules clearly showing on the counting tray.  The footage showed this script be packaged and taken to the register where the patient received it and signed for it.

This was resolved fairly quickly with the prescriber “firing” the patient. 

For the dispensing pharmacist, it was a turbulent night of restless insomnia, knowing that even though this was a false accusation, it could cause some very expensive grief.  Thank goodness, it was resolved fairly easily the next morning.  It is not always so easy.

When I heard this all after the fact, I have to say surrounding my “sympathy knot” there was at least a little anger.  My first reaction was that they were not asserting that a mistake was made, they were making-- albeit false, an accusation of dishonesty on the part of the pharmacist.  Anybody with one eye and half sense should know engaging in that kind of behavior would be the fastest ticket out of business you could get. Again, really?

This patient will most likely show up to fill a prescription again.  It’s a small town, and they do come back.  Go figure.

Henceforth, we will approach this patient without trust. This episode hampers our being able to do our very best for this particular patient always.  The guard will be up.  It’s kind of like the Bible saying you should pray for your enemies, and even when you try to do what you’re supposed to do, it’s hard to get your heart in the right place for it.

Even worse, that defensive cynical mistrust will creep into interactions with other patients at least to a small degree forcing all that preemptive stuff in avoidance. We will be on our guard.  Experience has taught us that you never know when the next trick will come or from whom.  Try as we might to be conscientious, and do our professional best, unpleasant confrontations come along.  It’s the reason we pay money to sit through those lawyers droning on and on with their warnings of doom.  Are we better pharmacists for it?  I sure hope so.

Well, here I am, out on a new limb. Everything is gathered and sorted. My images and information are put into place, each piece tucked in with care and lots of thought. The self-doubt and hesitation sirens are beaten down and put to rest, even though they made their best calls. It's been a four month journey from idea to ready to jump off the proverbial cliff. This old dog has been on a learning curve that has been a doozy!

I had been thinking I might do this for a long time. It's been on my mind. For one thing, I have so much physical stuff! Antique documents, tools, equipment, references, art, furniture, signs, stuff, stuff, and more stuff. Not to mention the experience stuff, way back and all the way through as life in a dispensing pharmacy has evolved to where we are now. I kept thinking about when I might have the time to do it.........

My last twenty five years of relief work, both regular and random, along with a lot of consulting as an independent contractor, has taken me on a path of constantly changing schedules, but pretty much constant employment with many years of way more than full schedules. I have literally lived with a calendar in my hand. When I needed to pick up a regular day, I could usually call somebody I knew that owned a store and ask if they knew of anybody looking for somebody. Somebody would turn up in a day or two.

I have worked through at least six pharmacies either closing or transitioning to new ownership. Lots of new starts. Lots of new people to work with. Lots of new people to serve. Lots of new software programs. Lots of new rules. Lots of new habits to get used to. Lots of new tricks. Regularly.

During the last year, I have enjoyed a really good five day per week schedule. I work on Tuesdays in the compounding lab of an independent pharmacy in a small town about an hour from my home. ( I have done a lot of compounding in lots of places throughout my career, and really like to do it.) On Thursdays, I work the dispensing counter in the store about a quarter mile up the street from the first one. From last fall until this summer, I worked with a tech and a clerk in a tiny store in another tiny town on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, up from the few days a month there for the couple years prior. This store was sort of shoved out of business by external forces beyond control, so in a fell swoop, I lost sixty percent of my income.

Rude awakening. In just a very short time, the work market has changed. There are fewer and fewer pharmacist owned stores. There is more and more squeeze from third parties. Our state has several new pharmacy schools within the last four to five years, so suddenly, there is a plethora of brand new pharmacists with an abundance of both clinical training, and school debt. Even though, from my perspective, I am 4-6 years away from time to back way down, or stop, ( not to mention my experience and adaptability) I fall into being what is now called a "Legacy Pharmacist" at a time of fewer jobs with more competition for them. Oh, me.

I started with an idea for a facebook page, and once I gave in to that, it just took off and took me head first on a trip through the internet rabbit hole to bring me to a place of being able to share far and wide. Everything I read said sure you could easily put up a page online. No big deal. Just a click here and a click there.

As I stumbled through, everything I needed to do had to have something else done first. It became apparent that there were different components that would have to be tied together to do what I wanted to do. To get past the stumbling blocks, there were pages after pages of help notes that sometimes made sense, and sometimes not so much. There are videos, and instructional sites, testimonials, and chat boxes. Every window would open more windows until the string across the top of the screen was easy to get lost in while trying to find the way back to the original thing I was trying to do. Sometimes there would be hurdles that lasted a day or two, and sometimes it might be a week or two. I began to think it was a sort of technological gauntlet that went on and on. Thank goodness for support people from all over the world that make a genuine effort to help.

I don't care what they say, it has been a slow process for me. It has been four months. Many days of my new time at home has been in front of a screen doggedly trying to figure out how to do, and then days and days of doing. It really has seemed like a long dark tunnel.

Then, all of a sudden there is light. The pieces are all in place and linked together. Time to do a trial run before throwing up the main switch. Then here we are. Show time. It's real. This old dog has new tricks, and she likes it.

The place that I started from had a deep richness of pharmacy heritage. The people that cheered me on, and gave me my solid pharmacy foundation, were the real deal. They taught me that the profession was Secundum Naturam, Secundum Legum, and Secundum Artem. A profession governed
by Science, Law, and Art. They were all about compassion, honor and trust. They were all about encouragement.

At that time, I was thinking in terms of becoming a pharmacist who enjoyed the Professional Legacy of those that came before me, and the Professional Legacy that I would have the opportunity and pleasure to pass through the years to those that would inevitably come after me. I had big old rose colored glasses looking out to the great body of good work that I was about to do.

So, as I was headed to the "big city" to train for a lifetime of work, they gave me a little party. Mr. Bush gave me a jar of peanut butter so I wouldn't go hungry, and Nan had them decorate the cake with our running joke from when the two little kids came in to get medicine for their momma, and had a hilarious exchange where one ended up calling the other one a fish eyed fool.

When I look at the cake now, I wonder if it was somewhat prophetic considering the mess that academia and corporate greed has gotten us into. If I had just known then, what I know now, I wonder if I would have proceeded differently through the years. Maybe, maybe not.

Now, in this environment, where I have heard my age group of pharmacists referred to as Legacy Pharmacists in a light that is not always coming from a positive or flattering slant, I am determined to own being THE Legacy Pharmacist and proclaim that this is a positive thing.

Legacy Pharmacists know about pharmacy, AND they know about life. Legacy Pharmacists have great experience, great judgement, and can sometimes prevent pain and suffering by picking up on the most subtle of signs and symptoms. We are assets to the profession regardless of the picture that is being painted by the corporate greed crowd.

So here I am now, so far away from this picture. So much water that has gone under the bridge over so many years. Still working on trying to be the best safety net I can be for the patients that I serve, still working on being able to be a credible partner with the other healthcare providers that I work in conjunction with, and still working on being able to pass along great nuggets of pharmacist wisdom to each young pharmacist and tech that I have the pleasure to work with. I Am the LEGACY PHARMACIST.

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